BLOG TOUR**~**Finding Me by S.K. Hartley – Review, Excerpt, and GIVEAWAY!!!

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The lines are blurred between what is real and what isn’t, the darkness that was once a place I feared was now a place of safety. If I stayed in the darkness, the hellish reality of what was truly happening no longer seemed real.

But I was about to be pulled out from under the consuming blanket of dark shadows, and plunged into the murky depths of my past. I was about to be shown my demons and all it’s evil sides, all of it’s pain and grief. I could only hope I survive it.

What happens when the world you once knew crumbles and falls at your feet?
Who will find me? Who will save me from my demons?

My dark prince or my white knight…

And will I find myself in the process.

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excerpt

“Neva, don’t walk away from me!” Logan spits.

He is angry. What right did he have to be angry with me? I wasn’t the one flirting with another girl. Why was he even here anyway? “Go away, Logan!” I say, walking faster.

Suddenly my arms are latched to my back and I am being spun around. My heartbeat picks up around twenty notches as I come eye to eye with Logan.

“Why the hell are you always running from me? I can’t take it when you run from me!”

“I’m not doing this now. Let me go.” I say, trying to get my wrist free from his grasp.

“No, we are doing this now. Why the hell did you run?”

“We’re all running from something, Logan.” I spit, repeating Dex’s words.

“You still don’t get it do you? How much clearer do I need to be for you to understand that I’m not going anywhere? I have been in love with you for ten years, Neva! Ten years. It isn’t just going to go away!”

“I never asked you to love me! Why are you doing this to me?” “Because I hate seeing you fall and not get back up. I want to be the one to catch you, but you keep pushing me away!”

“What do you want from me?” I whisper.

“You. Just you. All of you. Every broken piece.”

I bow my head. He releases my wrists from behind my back, and they drop to my side. I can’t give him what he wants. I just can’t do it. I will break him. Christ, I break myself on a daily basis.

“I can’t give you that.” I say, taking a step back.

“I’m not giving you up without a fight, Neva. You can’t just walk away from us!”

“I am protecting you the only way I know how.”

“I don’t need protecting. What part of me looks like it needs protecting?”

“Your heart.” I whisper. I gulp back the tears that were begging to release. I would not cry. But every time I pushed back that feeling, it hurt just a little bit more.

“You’re breaking it right now.” He whispers, taking a step towards me.

“I will break it over and over again, Logan. My nightmares will hurt you, my fear of people being ripped away from me will gut you, and my anxiety will spike yours.”

“I can take pain, Neva. I had dealt with it for the past three weeks. I would rather have the pain with you, than without you.”

“I … I.” The words are at the tip of my tongue. Waiting to release, but I know if I say them, everything will change. Nothing will be the same and I will drag him into the pit of hell where my heart lies and my nightmares are real.

“I can’t.”

review

 4.5 Stars!!

I am starting this review off by telling you all that I LOVED Finding Me!!!  And I have to be honest and tell you all that I was not excited about starting this book(stupid me). But in my defense, I wasn’t in love with Finding You, and never expected Finding Me to be so much better.  Yeah, I was anxious to know how that crazy cliff hanger worked out, but I was so annoyed by Neva that I wasn’t sure I wanted to read Finding Me. I am not all about them whiney bitches 😉 Neva, oh Neva….I wanted to strangle, shake, and slap her in Finding You.  But she is a new woman in Finding Me…thank goodness!!!

“She is fragile, but strong. She is quiet, but loud. She is broken, but she is fixable.”

This book hurt my heart!! So bad L I am a big fan of the fairy tale HEA and this is no fairy tale story.  Neva’s story is one of heartache, loss, and guilt. My heart ached for Neva this time around.  I found her whiney and in a constant state of pity party in Finding You.  And yeah, she may have still had a little of that going on in Finding Me, but she was ready to finally do something about it. That made me start to actually like her.

“I wasn’t a saint, I had slept with half of the women on campus. It was mindless sex, another way for me to try and rid her from my mind. But nothing, nothing or no one compared to how I felt when she was in my arms.”

And then, Logan. Wow, nothing but more heartache with him, too.  Loving someone almost all your life and then not being able to be with them must be one of the most painful things ever. I actually wanted to cry for him. He was no perfect guy, but he was loyal. He is a natural protector and that actually hurt him when it came to Neva.

“I can’t keep protecting someone who doesn’t want to be protected. I can’t keep doing this Neva. You need to learn how to protect yourself, I just can’t do it.”

So, are you wondering what happened?? Good!!!  Read it and find out 😉 This is a well written story of finding yourself and finding a way to be happy. It’s not all about sex and physical attraction. This one is so much deeper than Finding You is. The ending still left me with a few questions that I actually liked, it really makes me want to get my hands on the next book. I need to know what is to come for Tate and Low 🙂

~Jennifer L.

 

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S.K. Hartley is a mother, wife and a writer. Based in the not so sunny North West of England you can find her either glued to her computer desk, in the public library (Yes, they do still exist!) or floating around her favourite authors books signings.

S.K. Hartley has an unhealthy obsession with coffee, chocolate and retro computer games and a healthy obsession of stalking indie authors.

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