Meeting him changed my life. I never thought I’d meet someone who’d finally complete me like he did. Someone who finally made me feel whole and loved as much as he did. There’s always been a void in my heart, a void I thought I’d never have. I was in love, deeply in love, the kind of love that only comes around once in a life time, the kind you don’t want to live without and he didn’t even know how I felt. I’d waited too long and I didn’t know if I’d ever get to tell him.
The thought of him fizzled from my mind as my body shook from the cold under the thin sheet of a blanket that was wrapped around me. I was in shock, I could tell. I knew the signs. I winced as I moved; shooting pain licked my body in every direction. I knew a couple of my ribs along with my wrist were broken, and possibly something on my face, as pain swept over it and into my head. I raised my free arm up slowly, painfully, feeling my damp face as my hand found its way to the laceration on the side of my head, the source of only some of the pain. Unable to hold my arm up for much longer, it fell to the side throbbing and dangling off the edge of the bed. My body, it was beaten and bruised possibly more than ever before and I could feel myself slipping away, wanting nothing but to close my eyes and sleep, but it was the last thing I’d allow myself to do.
My mind was disoriented; I had no idea what day it was or how long I had been locked in this cold, dark place. Time was frozen, becoming nonexistent, and I was sure the days were just bleeding together. I thought about Finn and Mollie, hoping and praying they were safe because I didn’t know if I was going to see them again. The thought of that was unbearable. My eyes watered, nose burned and I felt like I couldn’t breathe.
Pull it together.
I didn’t know where I was, why I was even here or what caused him to do what he did to me. I felt like my life, my being, was being sucked right out of me. The abuse had taken its toll on my body and I had no fight left in me. All hope that I had earlier was beginning to fade away.
The door creaking open brought me back from my thoughts, my eyes snapped closed at the light that followed him in. I wanted to pull my blanket up to hide myself and hope it would make me disappear but I couldn’t and there was no point in trying.
Looking at him you wouldn’t think any kind of malicious evil would consume him, but it did. It was written all over his face, in the grin he wore and the burning in his cold, dead blue eyes. A shiver ran through me as I thought of his eyes looking back at me, blank, filled with nothing but coldness and the brightness of those eyes forever gone. I’d never seen a pair of eyes so cold, or so hollow and dark, not even the pair I looked into years before compared to what I was seeing now.
He walked over to the side of the bed, no words said. His rough cold hands roamed over my hair down the side of my face and my body stilled as I wished him away. My eyes snapped shut not knowing what was about to come.
His hand slipped under the covers, gliding over my naked arm, stopping above my elbow, lingering there a moment before moving away and then my cuffed hand was free. His hand went back, gripping my arm tightly as he pulled me to a sitting position. Pain radiated through me as I let out a whimper. He pulled me to my frozen feet, my knees shook, feeling like they were going to give out, unable to support me. I felt myself sway to the side but his grip held me upright, tightly; his fingers dug into my arm, pinching my skin.
What’s one more bruise?
He started to pull me towards the open door, my eyes squinting, trying to adjust to the light. I didn’t know where we were going and I was sure it wasn’t going to be good and for the first time I was wishing to stay in the hole. I didn’t have any strength to fight him so I let him pull me, taking me wherever he was going.
Maybe I had it all wrong. Maybe it was meant to end here and meeting him, falling in love, having this emptiness I carried around finally filled, maybe it was only supposed to be… temporary.
Life had a way of playing cruel tricks on you.
This I knew.
Boy did I know.
I no longer saw the future with him as bright, happy and full of love; it was suddenly now empty, numb and full of complete and utter darkness.
Sometimes you just need to read something different. The mushy love stories get old after a while and I like to mix it up with some mystery or paranormal and occasionally even erotica. Unbeautifully Loved for me was a mystery, a romance, and even some humor all in one. It grabs you from page one with the who did it or who is doing it questions.
Alexia is running. She is running from, Dex, her abusive ex-boyfriend and the father of her child. Dex the douchebag needs the shit beat out of him for the things he did to Alexia. My heart broke into pieces every time she told her story. But, never fear, there is always a hero and he comes in the form of a sexy “caveman” named Lukas Gunn(AKA “Hottie McCuffs”)! This one is major swoon worthy material, ladies. I am still fanning myself.
Also, though, Alexia has an amazing best friend named Mollie who has helped keep her safe and sane through all the running. Mollie has a great sense of humor and I loved it. She was the one who named Lukas “Hottie McCuffs.” She could make a joke out of everything and she really did help Lexi keep her head on straight most of the time and I stress MOST. Lexi is like a magnet for bad things. Not only has she come from an abusive relationship but now she is in a new town and finds herself almost raped if Mr. “Hottie McCuffs”(can you tell I like that nickname??) hadn’t shown up. Not only does he save the day but Alexia also finds herself extremely attracted to him.
“Wanna kiss you, Lexie, “ “but the look I’m seeing on your face and with the night you’ve just had, I won’t, I’ll wait. “Cause when I kiss you, I want you to be thinking of nothing other than what I’m doing to you and when I’m done, it will be all you can think of.”
That and many other quotes from Lukas Gunn is enough to make a girl beg. But, Alexia was not having it. As much as her emotions were pulling her to Lukas, she still fought it and he fought right back.
“You really need to work on the whole ‘I’m a caveman, I’ll just pick you up when I want bit you know that. Girls like to be swept off their feet not tossed over the shoulder.”
Who says?!?! Lukas is welcome to throw me over his shoulder and march me to his house any day 😉 I could go on and on about Lukas but there is so much more to this story. Remember that mystery I mentioned earlier?? It gets crazy in the end. I had my suspicions about what was going on and I was right about some of it but others were shockers. And then with what I read in the prologue, I was concerned that I wasn’t going to get my HEA, but I did!!! Alexia was one tough cookie and she had so much to fight for in the end. All is well in the world when Jennifer gets her HEA so my family and friends thank you, Emma.
This story has many characters in it. Some good guys and some bad but my favorites are Mollie, Bobby(you will have to read it to find out who Booby is) and of course, Lukas. I really loved the plot of this story. It was refreshing to read some mystery and it kept me intrigued throughout the entire story. It stressed me at times, but that is a good thing. In my opinion there were some dialogue and editing issues but not enough to deter me from enjoying it. Plus, like I say in most my reviews, everyone has different tastes and what I don’t like, may be the thing someone else loves about a story 🙂
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